The Corona Virus has the world at a stand still. Our daily routines radically changed over night as the world has shutdown to enforce self-isolation measures. Many of us never thought it would have come to this, but here we are. Life in quarantine is definitely not ideal, nevertheless I believe it has created an unique opportunity. For many of us live our lives on a treadmill. The term “I am so busy” is used now more than ever. We jam pack our schedules with seemingly important things never taking a moment to just be still. I have to wonder if the pace we choose to live our lives is simply a way to avoid the whispers from the Holy Spirit asking us to draw closer. We all have issues we struggle with, yet many opt for “being busy” rather than dealing with issues that plague us. This momentary pause may not be what you want, but it could possibly be exactly what you need.
Before the global pandemic I would say I was fairly occupied. I worked part time at a non-profit agency working with children. There were occasional fluctuation with respect to hours; I would work full days during certain times of the years. I went to the gym regularly and did my best to eat a healthy diet ie food prep, grocery shopping, etc. In addition to that I took guitar lessons and also started a Christian Apparel business. I created t-shirts, hoodie, etc, and was in the process of creating content for podcast as well as other products which would further expand the brand later on in the year. I was, and am still, actively involved in my church and make it a point to spend time in the Lord’s presence, and daily read His Word. However in doing all of this I feel a self-assessment is in order.
The bible shares the story of two sisters, Mary and Martha (Luke 10:38-42). Depending on the season in your life you can find yourself being either one; Mary – basking at the feet of Jesus or Martha – working hard seeing that certain necessary jobs get done. And although I not apposed to hard work it is dangerous to live in constant work mode never dealing with the issues and challenging that tend to weigh us down internally. Hebrews 12:1 (TPT) refers to it as the letting “go of every wound that has pierced us and the sin we so easily fall into.” So many hide behind tasks, work and busyness all the while never dealing with the crippling pain within them. There is a sense of unworthiness if they are not doing something. Their source of validation primarily comes through doing tasks or jobs. It makes them feel productive, important or useful. They will break their back to get jobs done and sacrifice pieces of themselves to the point of it being detrimental to their wellbeing. All they really desire is a deeper level of healing and worthiness. This is the driving force behind everything they do. This is why it is imperative to periodically have moments be Mary.
In this time of quarantine we have been given the opportunity to be Mary. For a season we get to sit at His and soak in the truth of who His is while allowing Him to remind us of who we are. I have no doubt when the quarantine is over we will be working hard once again. We ALL have to be Martha at some point, if not nothing will ever get accomplished. Nevertheless working and being productive should not come at the cost of our inner healing. The corona virus was not sent by God nor will it stop His ability to work in your life. It just so happens this season is a by product of a situation that is beyond our control, so why not use it?!
I encourage you to send this time seeking God and worship in His presence. The issues which always seemed be too difficult to face can be addressed with ease away from the daily strain of a demanding schedule.
I pray after the pandemic you will walk in a greater level of wholeness and confidence in who you are in Christ
Thank you for joining the journey
Know you are loved,
Little Rose